Emily*

depressedanxietydeath:

The only reason that I’m still alive is because I care more about my loved ones not getting hurt than I care about myself being alive with this endless horrible pain. Don’t want to hurt them in any way, even if that means I have to walk through hell for the rest of their lives.

Fucking same

unravelingthepain:
“I’m scared when I’m finally happy because I know that I’m nothing…
”

unravelingthepain:

I’m scared when I’m finally happy because I know that I’m nothing…

depressedanxietydeath:

She is dangerous when she is hurt. She can easily destroy everything around her, but she doesn’t. Instead she destroys herself.

Aletta S.

thedarkperidot:
“Entirely me
”
Dear god this is me

thedarkperidot:

Entirely me

Dear god this is me

etherealeunoia8:

That uncomfortable feeling of wanting to discuss extremely personal and depressing subjects in a completely detached way but also knowing that doing so is uncomfortable for others and will most likely be met with concern or extreme discomfort rather than interest.

THIS

nothingseemstoturnoutright:

I want my body to be my own again. I want my mind to be my own; not occupied by the ghosts of things that have been done to me.

thedarkperidot:

The problem with having mental illnesses since being a child is that your whole identity grew around them and you have no idea who you really are.